Writing is not just putting words one after other, it is much more. Writing is thinking, it's knowing who you are, who you would like to be, and who you would never like to be. Writing is brilliant. It can touch many people, and make them realise so many things. Writing lets someone take away the pain, it helps to get rest.
I started to love writing before I liked to read, and I guess it was because I needed a scape and because I wanted to take out what I had on my head without being judge.
I remember that the first thing I wrote was a diary, I was like eight years old and it was because I just wanted to have one. When I took another notebook and I started to write my second diary it was because I already knew I wanted to be a writer. It's funny because it was thanks to Disney that one of my biggest dreams came to me.
These past months I've been writing and thinking about several things, and one of the things that came to my mind was this poem. I started to think about it some days ago and it was because I felt bad and disappointed with myself because I am not who I would like to be. Most of the time I think that I can do more, that I can do better, but I just don't do it. Also because I feel I'm a bad person, not because I bully or because I may commit murder one day, but because I let what was and is and will always be important for me fade away.
This poem is like an apologise so that's the why I called it "Apologise Letter":
I know there are no tears, I know there is no heartache, but that doesn't mean I don't have to do this. I'm sorry for my pride, I'm sorry for my acts, I'm sorry for not being who I was. I should've done something, I know. I should've been better, I know. So now I want your forgiveness, I want you to know that I always mean it. Time can't go back. People never leave they just find who they truly are. I found myself but I took you out and I'm sorry for that. Not having you now hurts in my chest, but I want everything back. I know things can't be the same, but can we try and start all over again?
If you feel like reading something of my work go to Wattpad and you'll find my first finished story. Have a nice day, *Zoe's voice* Bye!
